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recap [Jul. 5th, 2004|12:16 am]
irish4life5
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Green Day & The Starting Line]

wow....italy was amazing...shout out to all my boyz...who went with me...i would name you guys...but i dont want to forget anyone...but it was such a blast...europe is soooo different from america...but im happy bc i back...my hand is feeling great...im driving around...getting lost...but its all good...i cant really complain about anything this summer...i cant wait to start working out again...i feel so out of shape...i havnt ran or lifted since i broke my hand...and italy didnt really help...so im going to be in beast mode trying to get back into playing shape for football and lax...

today was my first day of work...i got lost...bc i thought i had an idea where to go...but i found my way...just a rookie mistate...and today was the 4th of july...great time...allie, steph, mellissa, and britney came to the club with me...and we met of with jen and ker and a bunch of our other friends...i was so happy to see everyone...i missed everything about home...then we went to dices...and it all went down hill...my anti-social self kicked in...i dont know whats wrong with me...i usually never have a problem talking or having a good time...i mean it was as if i was in like 8th grade again...and was afraid of what everyone thought...i think i need to just listen to myself...and stop taking in opinions...i mean i like to be known as someone who can listen...but i need to grow a pair of balls...and think for myself...i mean ive always been the quiet kid...and thats coming back to bite me in the ass...bc i dont know what to say at the right times...i just wish everything was easy...but it cant be...ive learned that...thats why im gonna be alright down the road...im humble and quiet...but i know how to work hard for things...i mean now im pissed off at myself...but it could be worse...im very fortuate...nice guys can only finish last for so long...i just have to keep on keeping on...

my birthday is wendsday...i cant wait...its gonna be a blast...i mean who doesnt like celebrating a birthday...i have to work...but its all good...i think im off the next day...i just cant wait for everything to work out for me...have no drama...no worries...no pain...no problems...im going to try to have a week where i have no problems...i came close during the blink concert...everything just seemed so right...i wish i could repeat the way i felt and everything that happened that entire weekend...

this summer is going to be amazing...if i have to be on my own...i have no problem...ive done it before...and ill do it again...i know it sounds like im depressed...and anti-social...but im not...i have two songs that im really really feeling right now...first is "Nice Guys Finish Last" by no other then Green Day...and then a song that i have loved for a long time..."Decisions Decisions" by The Starting Line...this band is ready to explode...i love when i can relate to music...i know ill get made fun of this...but a lot of the music i listen to really has meaning in my life...i cant wait to get my guitar tuned...so i can start making my own music...bc i have so many songs...and lyrics...that just run through my head...i need to put them down on paper though...

sorry ive written a lot...ive just had my mind on a million things...drop a comment and tell me what you think
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From: (Anonymous)
2004-07-11 07:31 pm (UTC)

your gay

hey fag boy youre gay
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