||[Jun. 13th, 2004|07:50 pm]
|||||Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional||]|
this weekend was alright friday was insane...i dont know how i got home or how i got into my house...i went to 3 different parties...i was so hammered...only to be woken up at 8 to go on a college tour...it was alright...then i stayed home saturday night...being my old anti-social self again...then today i went to the beach...but it was cloudy, and i didnt really want to be there...my mind wasnt there...im was just at a graduation party...but i didnt know anyone so i walked home...not like anyone there was going to realize i was missing...i dont know what my deal is but something is wrong...i just cant put my finger on it...and everyone is so pumped for italy...and im just like yea great! i dont know im just thinking about what im leaving behind...since my hand injury ive realized you cant take things for granted...everything could be going great...then you trip over your own two feet and your world changes...its not like im gonna be home sick...bc im fine away...everything is going so fast now...ive gone out every night this past week...and i realized that doesnt help my situation...i just cant wait to have a fun time in italy, then come home...and get back to reality...i just wish my hand never happened would have made my life so much easier...i mean sympathy is great...but i dont want people to feel bad for me...a lot of people have it a lot worse...listening to a lot of dashboard and sugarcult and blinks sad songs...i dont know why but its my mood...im out...drop a comment
Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down :"My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me.... So won't you kill me,so I die happy."