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one-eighty by summer [Aug. 20th, 2004|11:22 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |Taking Back Sunday : One-Eighty By Summer]

this summer has gone by so fast...football started today...and even though im not playing it felt soo good to be back...im actually looking forward to school...im gonna miss football a lot...it has been really good to me...its kept me motivated...and taught me how to percevere...i think i have the greatest friends in the world...i dont want to name them bc i know id forget someone...but you all know who you are...im in another one of my quiet moods...where i dont want to go out or do anything...just sit home and watch movies by myself...write some music...jam out on my guitar (which i got today)...i wish i wasnt such a loser...i wish i could be like everyone else and go out everynight...i dont know why i cant...its just not my thing...i like to relax and just think...i know i sound gay...but its me...so upset at the SAT's they had to schedule their stupi ass test...they day after my yellowcard concert...so i cant go anymore...major let down...i was looking so forward to that concert...i always screw up like that...i dont see every angle...but there is always taking back sunday...who is simply amazing...ok im getting kicked off my bros laptop...bc mine is in the shop...bc i a moron and split milk on it...drop a comment...peace
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2004|12:47 am]
irish4life5
[mood |drunkdrunk]
[music |Dropkick Murphys ~ Irish Drinking Song]

I LOVE BEING DRUNK!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2004|11:44 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |optimisticoptimistic]
[music |The Verve : "Lucky Man"]

life is fucking sweet!!!!!...summer has been a blast...i really dont mind waking up everyday and going to work...we have a steller staff...me, ryan...timmy cash...dinge...the twins...caitlin...and of course billy "mac attack" mackin...

24 days untill fucking O.A.R.....i cant wait...i was watching the homerun derby yesterday...and the fucking intro to the thing was "crazy game of poker"...i was in fucking shock...

driving has been a blast...im so happy to have my licence...i mean im now the family bitch...but i dont mind cruising around westchester...in my bmw convertable...but i get the wierdest looks when im blasting like NFG or blink...but it was amazing i had my ipod hooked up to my car...and was blasting "there is" by Box Car Racer...and these two chicks who were sooooooo hot pull up next to me...and at the red light the 3 of us sang all of the words....it was amazing...i couldnt help but think about that all day

i have watched a ton of movies lately...i went to fye and went on a goddamm shopping spree...i bought all 3 american pies...animal house...zoolander...ace ventura 2...top gun...the boondock saints...and varsity blues...it sounds sad...but i love watching movies

ive been listening to massive and massive amounts of takikng back sunday...dashboard confessional...and the verve...so naturally the 3 songs that i recommend you download or listen to are..."so last summer"...then "am i missing"...and then "lucky man"...then of course im always listening to blink and nfg...but i really try to relate to the music i listen to...

and bottom line...i need to get anchorman and dodgeball on bootleg dvd...STAT!!...i saw dodgeball again...and i laughed more the second time...even when i knew what was coming...i just love summer...no worries...just the beach...i wish i lived in a place where it was 80 all day everyday...that would be heaven on earth....hmmm sounds a lot like san diego...or malibu...

im out drop a comment...later
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recap [Jul. 5th, 2004|12:16 am]
irish4life5
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Green Day & The Starting Line]

wow....italy was amazing...shout out to all my boyz...who went with me...i would name you guys...but i dont want to forget anyone...but it was such a blast...europe is soooo different from america...but im happy bc i back...my hand is feeling great...im driving around...getting lost...but its all good...i cant really complain about anything this summer...i cant wait to start working out again...i feel so out of shape...i havnt ran or lifted since i broke my hand...and italy didnt really help...so im going to be in beast mode trying to get back into playing shape for football and lax...

today was my first day of work...i got lost...bc i thought i had an idea where to go...but i found my way...just a rookie mistate...and today was the 4th of july...great time...allie, steph, mellissa, and britney came to the club with me...and we met of with jen and ker and a bunch of our other friends...i was so happy to see everyone...i missed everything about home...then we went to dices...and it all went down hill...my anti-social self kicked in...i dont know whats wrong with me...i usually never have a problem talking or having a good time...i mean it was as if i was in like 8th grade again...and was afraid of what everyone thought...i think i need to just listen to myself...and stop taking in opinions...i mean i like to be known as someone who can listen...but i need to grow a pair of balls...and think for myself...i mean ive always been the quiet kid...and thats coming back to bite me in the ass...bc i dont know what to say at the right times...i just wish everything was easy...but it cant be...ive learned that...thats why im gonna be alright down the road...im humble and quiet...but i know how to work hard for things...i mean now im pissed off at myself...but it could be worse...im very fortuate...nice guys can only finish last for so long...i just have to keep on keeping on...

my birthday is wendsday...i cant wait...its gonna be a blast...i mean who doesnt like celebrating a birthday...i have to work...but its all good...i think im off the next day...i just cant wait for everything to work out for me...have no drama...no worries...no pain...no problems...im going to try to have a week where i have no problems...i came close during the blink concert...everything just seemed so right...i wish i could repeat the way i felt and everything that happened that entire weekend...

this summer is going to be amazing...if i have to be on my own...i have no problem...ive done it before...and ill do it again...i know it sounds like im depressed...and anti-social...but im not...i have two songs that im really really feeling right now...first is "Nice Guys Finish Last" by no other then Green Day...and then a song that i have loved for a long time..."Decisions Decisions" by The Starting Line...this band is ready to explode...i love when i can relate to music...i know ill get made fun of this...but a lot of the music i listen to really has meaning in my life...i cant wait to get my guitar tuned...so i can start making my own music...bc i have so many songs...and lyrics...that just run through my head...i need to put them down on paper though...

sorry ive written a lot...ive just had my mind on a million things...drop a comment and tell me what you think
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1 more day [Jun. 15th, 2004|10:07 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |nervousnervous]
[music |Blink 182 - Roller Coaster]

soooo yea 1 more day....i dont know why but i have this feeling in my stomach that just isnt allowing me to be so excited for my trip...i know im blessed that im ging on this trip...and im extremely grateful...but im just thinkin of what im going to leave behind...my hand...and for some of you know i have bad memories from a couple of years ago in italy...i want to forget about these...but they are always on my mind...i just really wish im just worrying to much..and nervous...but you never know....i hope it all goes well

i have my road test tomorrow...mad nervous...but its all gonna go well...im gonna kick failin gails ass

i cant wait till i get back bc its gonna be the 4th of july...then july 7th is my birthday....talk about a paty

drop a comment..and ill respond when i get back july 2nd
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soo yea [Jun. 13th, 2004|07:50 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional]

this weekend was alright friday was insane...i dont know how i got home or how i got into my house...i went to 3 different parties...i was so hammered...only to be woken up at 8 to go on a college tour...it was alright...then i stayed home saturday night...being my old anti-social self again...then today i went to the beach...but it was cloudy, and i didnt really want to be there...my mind wasnt there...im was just at a graduation party...but i didnt know anyone so i walked home...not like anyone there was going to realize i was missing...i dont know what my deal is but something is wrong...i just cant put my finger on it...and everyone is so pumped for italy...and im just like yea great! i dont know im just thinking about what im leaving behind...since my hand injury ive realized you cant take things for granted...everything could be going great...then you trip over your own two feet and your world changes...its not like im gonna be home sick...bc im fine away...everything is going so fast now...ive gone out every night this past week...and i realized that doesnt help my situation...i just cant wait to have a fun time in italy, then come home...and get back to reality...i just wish my hand never happened would have made my life so much easier...i mean sympathy is great...but i dont want people to feel bad for me...a lot of people have it a lot worse...listening to a lot of dashboard and sugarcult and blinks sad songs...i dont know why but its my mood...im out...drop a comment

Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down :"My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me.... So won't you kill me,so I die happy."
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Ode To Summer [Jun. 10th, 2004|03:31 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |Reckless Abandon ~ Blink 182]

I LOVE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On and on, reckless abandon
Something's wrong, this is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song to lead you on

I learned a lot today
Not sure if I'll get laid
Not sure if I'll fail or pass
Kissed every girl in class

Everybody would waste it all
To have a summer that they could call
Memory thats full of fun
Fucked up, when it's all done

On and on, reckless abandon
Something's wrong, this is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song to lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news
He left a scar, size extra large

Sip a drink of the alcohol
End up kneeling in bathroom stalls
Eyes are red and my movement's slow
Too high, got vertigo

He took a shit in the bathroom tub
And fed the dog with brownie drugs
Tried hard to not get caught
He fucked a chick in a parking lot

On and on, reckless abandon
Somethings wrong, this is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song to lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news
He left a scar, size extra large

Break a window and bust a wall
Making fun of your friend's mom
Turn the music up way too loud
Charged a pizza to the house

Everybody would waste it all
To have a summer that they could call
Memory thats full of fun
Gucked up when it's all done

On and on, reckless abandon
Somethings wrong, this is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song to lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news
He left a scar, size extra large
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the best... [Jun. 5th, 2004|12:59 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |anything BLINK 182!]

last night at the BLINK 182 was the fucking best time of my life...we were so close my ears are still fucking ringing...it was so nuts it was insane...allie,steph,jen,ryan,pete...you were so fucking awesome...shout out to our limo driver dave...he was mad chill...what made the show was that blink closed....it just wouldnt have been the same if no doubt..who was decent...had closed...but their fuckin song selection was so good...they opened up with "feeling this"...and we missed part of that bc we were buying t shirts...but we made it back...and it seemed like they kept going from old song to new song...and you didnt know what was coming next...the thing that was awesome...was that it seemed everyone new the words...when they played "stay together for the kids" and "reckless abandon"...they start off slow and somewhat quiet...and all the fans were screaming the words...no joke mark and tom could have stopped singning and just played the melodies...bc we all could have sang them word for word...it just seems mark, tom, and travis have so much fucking energy on stage...and it just gets everyone pumped...this actually harder then i thought it was gonna be...bc words cannot decribe how awesome this concert was...blink 182 is the fucking best

how fucking gay is this...today i go to port chester to take the SAT II in American History...and i need accomodations bc of my hand...like bigger scantron and extended time...and they told me they hadnt heard about anything...and that they couldnt do anything...seriously i hate taking tests...but if i have to wake up at 645 after a fucking sick concert to not even take the damm test...that pisses the shit out of me...another reason why it doesnt pay to be clumsy and trip over your own two feet...

sooo yea summer has started...sucks for everyone else...just enjoying my time at holiday prep...where the more money you spend..the less school you attend...this summer should be good...gonna have to work out a lot to get back in shape for football and lacrosse...which as far as im concerned i am playing next year...

i get my stiches out on tuesday...so hopefull that means i can start training for swimming...and start working my hand back into shape...the lacrosse awards dinner is on wendsday...always a good time...

i have some cousins birthday to go to out in long island...never heard of this person before....hopefully i can back in time to hang out with allie!!!...and then tomorrow if nice...the beach!...aka my second home

im out...drop a comment...later
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finals suck [Jun. 2nd, 2004|11:47 am]
irish4life5
[mood |blahblah]
[music |Rock Show - Blink 182]

yea i am sooooo bored....im tryin to study for the rest of my finals...and the american history SAT II....but its not workin out...i woke up up so late....and so far all i have done is watched the wayne brady show....and reruns of dawsons creek....which was once a great show.... but it brings me to my next question(s)....what the hell happened to james vanderbeek????....he kinda fell off the face of the earth...i mean hes right up there with rickey martin...i mean i hope they are in like the witness protection program or like alcholics anonomous...where they have to be sheiled from the public...or they have completely hit rock bottom...and are now door to door salesmen somewhere....no wait i remember seeing rickey martin on the tv...telling me to go discover his puerto rico...like i said rock bottom....

i feel kinda bad....my grandpa invited me out to lunch w/ him today and i told him no...bc i had already invited my friends from wphs over...and i guees they forgot bc they havnt showed up...so i want to call him back...but that would be to awkward if he has already eaten lunch figuring we werent going out...and i know right now your propably saying...kev i dont care...but its my livejournal....so just deal with it!!!

BLINK 182 this friday enough said....

one more weekend allie...then im free!!!!! being grounded is sooo overrated...parents think they really got me....soo ooooo i cant go out...and im banished to my room...fine ill just watch my tv...go on aol...and listen to my new new found glory cd (which is amazing)....luckily they arnt going to read this...bc if they were smart they would like make me go to my sisters softball games...dont get me wrong i love my little sister BUT...(nothing is slower then little league softball....and the cheers..though entertaining...are loud and repetitive) i mean come on think of something new...there are 16 of you...its not that hard to make a couple of words rhyme...

my hand is getting better...I HAVE MOVEMENT IN THE FINGERS....yea thats right....hopefully the stiches are coming out june 8th...then a summer of rehab and physical theoropy...

im out...drop a comment
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ahhh bored [May. 28th, 2004|08:19 pm]
irish4life5
[mood |super...thanks for asking]

im so friggen bored...im grounded for the next two weekends which really sucks...but as i look back it was totally worth it (shout out to otto rocket lol)...and if i knew i was only going to get grounded for two weeks i would have stayed longer...but finals are coming up...so maybe ill actually study this time...i wonder if i do well enough my teachers will show me mad sympathy and just hand me an A...that would sweet...but having one hand really sucks for school...you cant do anything...and typing is a bitch...its gonna take me probably an hour to write this...and those damm teachers expect me to type out my essays on my finals...why dont they get real and realize im gonna dominate their tests and just save me the effort and give me a decent grade....i mean come why would i want to go to school in june when i can sleep...and rest my hand...crazy

BUT june 4th pnc bank art center.........BLINK 182.........i cannot wait...it is going to be so friggen sick...my dad totally hit the jack pot with the tickets.... VIP 5th row center.....the only thing im worried about is my hand...ill have to wrap that shit in bubble wrap or something...but sat II's the next day....booooo...but ill fix that....if i cant write i cant take the test...there problem solved....

ive got a lot of time on my hands....sooooo....stephani and owen think they are slick....i will admit they did get me....and it was a good prank...and i didnt see it coming....but i dont get mad...i get even....you will get yours....both of you...i will make sure that me and allie get you guys back....sleep with one eye open...bc its coming

this past week has been tough for many reasons....i had to face some realities...i had surgery...and had some other personal stuff....but thats what friends are for...they were always there for me calling me up...checking on me...sending emails...telling jokes...thanks to steph and owen who friggen popped out of nowhere and arrived at my back door with balloons telling me to feel better....but the only problem is only 1 of the balloons said " get better"...i think i got 2 "its a boy"...1 "just married"...and one that said i was #1...???? yea im just as confused....but my boy pete morrissey had by far the funniest saying when i was getting ragged on at school...."hey oneill...im having a party this weekend...we can open jars and clap...you know stuff like that...that requires two hands"....thats still funny

alright im out...yea i just realized i wrote alittle too much...hopefully my boys are drinking for me...i expect at least 4 or 5 drunk messages tonight.....drop a comment..later
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